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Heartles Day

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Today started out a little bit lifeless. Sunday's suppose to be my "Day Off". A day of R-E-S-T. But seeing the dirty clothes pile like a tiny volcano about to erupt, just remind that it's my "Day Of - - - house chores." I'm home alone, got no one to clean my mess..*pif

But laziness seems to be very tempting this time .

So i just lay on the couch the whole day. Nagtya-tyaga kung anung palabas sa tv. On my right is my mobile phone. While the other is holding junk snacks. At nung napagod na, hayun. Knocked out sa kwarto. Pretty much of slow day really.

The mood eventually changed by the evening when the unexpected visitors arrived plus the presence of my aunts. It was my lola with my pinsans, fresh from a hometown vacation. I just missed that. In an instant, the house had turned into a gathering of the distant family members. Kids running around the sala. Adults catching up with each other. The house almost burst from the noise and loud talks.
Sure we missed each other

For ages the house has been empty, and now for a single night the scent of yesterday seem to be so fresh.. Gee, nakakamiss din. This day wasn't bad at all..

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P.S. No official papers nor agreements were made.. but yeah.. Today, May 24, is Heartles Day.

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Thursday, Plain Face

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Remember the day when i asked you, why do we have to meet to people and let them come in into our lives when we end up saying goodbye to them? I guess this is just the right time to answer that question.

Sometimes, when we seem to look for answers.. when we try to find the purpose in us, accidentally or by mere fate, we get to meet someone. Someone whom would let us realize certain things in life we often ignore. And it's quite amazing how that person, who just happen to be a stranger, eventually become one of the most significant people we've ever met.

For the past ten months of my life, I probably had the greatest times with some unexpectedly ordinary people and one of those was when i get to have a sit with you and do some serious chat. I know that it's a huge irony. Hearing me talk stuffs like that. But even though you get drown with too much cheesiness and corniness, you still cared to listen and manage to lend an ear. But as every time you talk about him, I just can't help but get wishful to be in his shoe thinking, "God, how lucky am i to have her in my life". Willing to give up everything for someone she truly loves.

And she finally did.

Childish as it may be but even i used to not understand, why don't they just stay for good? Why can't we just have them for always? Too many reasons running through me yet only one seems very clear. That is they too have their own lives to face. Got their own roads to take. And it so happen that these people passed by in our lives, once and not forever.

*sigh. Life do suck sometimes. Ain't it? 'Coz it only does when you have to say goodbye..




Letter that i gave to someone today. We've been classmates for two semesters and have been a great friend. But then time had made her choose between something she already has and the one she really loves..



(SMS)
L: Good night! Sleep tight.
K: Night.. :-|
L: Noh ba yan, smiley? sadly? or just a plain face?
K: Happy na sad na plain... hmmm..



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P.S. The background music does not literally translate the whole thought of this post but... there's a reason why i chose it. *grin.








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